Yup I said I’ll write next time about Queens’ Day but today happened something quite strange: I’ve seen the Queen! OK the circumstances at the end weren’t so lovely but still. Namely after visiting few museums (among the rest Hemp Museum where you can smoke a little bit weed) during the day I ended on the Dam Square in Amsterdam where was about to begin the big event: it is Remembrance Day, a national memorial ceremony. All flags show mourning (they aren’t on the top of the stick (don’t know expression in English)) and each May 4th there is a ceremony on the Dam Square in which the Queen also take participation and at 8.00 pm there is a 2 minutes of silence.
It was quite crowdy on the Square. The speeches have been made first in the church on the square and then there is a procession from the church to the Square to leave the flowers on the memorial monument to the Dutch who lost their lives in World War II which is also on the Dam Square.
I was in the crowd and I saw Dutch Queen, Beatrix of the Netherlands (I was some 5 m from her) as well as some famous people (and among them Edgar Davids).
Anyway, during 2 minute of silence suddenly some man started to yell (and I thought what a stupid, stupid joke). Then there was another scream which I believe it was some Dutch word and then we heard a roar, very strange sound as if a massive train is passing beneath us. That is when people were started to scream and stampede began. The metal fences were down, everyone was running away from the sound. My backpack was on the ground and camera in the hands so I was clumsy; managed to grab backpack, guarding camera but couldn’t avoid the lying fence so I fell. It wasn’t pleasant whatsoever because people in panic ARE dangerous.

Luckily I was on my feet soon enough to avoid to be covered with more bodies. I jumped over one fence in the area that was restricted few minutes before where there were no many people so I was able to watch what on earth is going on. People were hysterically crying, both kids and adults; many were carried by policemen and ambulance and no one knew what was the cause of the those screams and what was that really frightening sound.
Of course first association for all was last year’s Queens Day when many people lost their lives in the attack. Today however, luckily there were no such a consequences but I realized how deep trauma event from the last year has left on Dutch people. And that was the scariest part: knowing that people in such a perfect and ordered lovely, wealthy country live in utter fear without even realizing it. All they need is a trigger, a shout of a sick man and voile: psychology of the mass in on the stage.
Marlene was completely in panic. She sent me text message immediately to check if I’m alright. Rowena called to tell her that she just saw me on TV (there was a live broadcast from the Dam) and she turned on TV and start to type me a message when all this happened. She raised her eyes from mobile phone to TV and saw panic and stampede. Later when they said it was a sick man who was screaming Rowena explained what happened: “Oh it was just Milan not behaving himself”
I thought how would we in Serbia reacted: probably just thinking “What an idiot!”, maybe someone would be irritated and solve the problem with his own hands but I doubt it would provoke such a panic. But I totally understand Dutch people. They just didn’t accustomed to such violent excesses and after experience from the last year I doubt they’ll be cured anytime soon.
May 5, 2010 at 9:35 am
I have no words. Pensé en un primer momento que hablarías de un día de fiesta (incluso con la imagen de Davids, que fue jugador del Barça en el 2004), y de repente me encuentro con un escenario de pánico y miedo. Espero que salieses sin problemas de allí. Es una lástima que haya ese miedo en la sociedad holandesa, una sociedad que no está acostumbrada a los actos terroristas. Bueno, en España siempre se habla del terrorismo de ETA, pero gracias al cielo nunca lo he sufrido y no tengo consciencia de haber vivido nunca un estado de miedo parecido. Un abrazo y cuídate
May 5, 2010 at 9:55 am
si pero vosotros tambien teneis el ataque en Atocha 2004. Eso es una trauma bastante profunda.
May 5, 2010 at 11:15 am
Sí Milan, fue muy duro, y ese no fue de ETA. En el año 86 también tuvimos un atentado muy grave en un supermercado de Barcelona con más de 20 muertos, el atentado de Hipercor, en Barcelona, a 2 km. de mi casa (http://es.wikipedia.org/wiki/Atentado_de_Hipercor). Estos dos han sido los peores atentados terroristas desde el final de la guerra civil, uno de ETA y el otro, el de Atocha, de un grupo terrorista asociado a Al-Qaeda.
May 5, 2010 at 12:17 pm
Hi there. I am still shocked that one guy can cause so much commotion and total panic but Milan explained it very well. Because of what happened last year and now i realise we do live in fear cause that was obvious watching the TV and videos. As Milan said, my daughter phoned me and said ‘Mom! Milan is on the telly”so I ran to the TV and was trying to see him grabbing my phone and trying to text him at the same time, when all of a sudden everything changed. I thought OMG. NOOOO Milan. Phoned my daughter and was really worried of course, but very quickly calm was restored so my text to Milan was a bit weird. Like happy, Hey I saw you on TV, then scared: OMG what’s happening, and then trying to explain what I heard: Okay someone got sick.
One thing though. This is not only for Dutch people who died or fought during Second World War but for everyone who fought or died back then. With every wreath the announcer will say who it is dedicated to. Like the first one was for all the Europeans that died. Great blog Milan.
May 5, 2010 at 5:19 pm
Am from USA(NYC and Florida) visiting Amsterdam and saw after effects of panic in Dam Square. Appreciate your report of what happened and your observation about how fear is increased when denied. Am curious what happened last year. Thanks.
May 5, 2010 at 8:38 pm
I was wachting tv, with my eyes closed,just being quiet.. so I didn’t saw you on tv..lol. Then I heard the screaming I thougt it were just a couple of girls doing stupid, then total panic people runnig.. well its good you get on you feet again, think falling in a hysterical crowed is scarry shit.
btw: this happend last year.
June 2, 2010 at 12:22 am
Milan- all your photos are fabulous ( glad you didn’t break your camera in the fall!) and I am enjoying reading the account of your trip. You did have some amazing experiences! I was in Holland a few years ago, and reading of your travels brought back many memories.
January 13, 2011 at 12:57 am
“flags show mourning” — we say “at half-mast”. Though I like your phrasing much better.
May 4, 2011 at 7:33 pm
In 30 minutes it is 20.00 and we will be silent again just like last year. Ro just texted me remembering me I had to be silent. (Yes even though I am alone, she knows I talk to myself, OMG)but then I texted her back telling her I was thinking of you and she said, O yes, lmao and his poor knee. lol. I know you have deserted us but we cannot help but think of your crazy ass. hahahaha. xxx
November 19, 2011 at 5:01 am
Hi, I was there as well on the first stop of a trip to Europe. The rumble was very surreal and it was terrible to see people’s horrified faces as they turned and started running once the stampede hit my part of the crowd.
Afterwards, I remember thinking his minimal the security forces were, and how in the US there would have been hundreds of police, many armored and heavily armed, at any public even involving such an important figure.
Thanks for sharing your account. I was just thinking about it now your post came up at the top of my google search for “dam square stampede”.
Phil